I change a lot

One day you’re out there thinking terrible things, weird thoughts, carrying a mindset you have gotten used to… and then suddenly someone walks into your life and changes the way you think. Me? Personally. I change a lot by loving people deeply. They change my views, my thinking, the way I see the world.

I have a lot of negative thoughts, but that doesn’t stop me from moving forward and I don’t give up. In a weird way, it just makes things easier whenever something bad happens. Maybe thats why I overthink so much, even the smallest stuffs.

But love? Liking someone? Hearing their perspective about you, about life, about the world…… I get affected by it a lot. I love exploring perspectivess. I love understanding the people I care about so deeply that sometimes even I don’t know why.

But you see, if I told you the first thing I think about while crossing the road alone is “what if someone crashes into me right now?” …. Yeahhhhhh, negative thinking, I know.

But then one day someone changes that perspective for me. Suddenly there are people waiting for me. People who care if I make it home safely. So the next time I cross the road, I look both ways twice. Not because I am scared for myself, but because I want the people I love to know how much they matter to me… ANYWAYS…